Feeling alone when surrounded by love
Nothing seems ok I feel so sad
All I do seems to be wrong
I hide my true self behind masks
It’s too much this mask cracks,
Fearing what I used to love
Feeling tough turns to weak
But still I keep these feelings hidden
I place on my mask every morning
A smile of joy and everyone thinks I’m happy
I stay on guard and stay hidden
In one second I am caught, a tear slipped out
Bombarded by questions the mask shatters
My deceit has failed, and the truth floods out
The break down I was fearing would come, arrives
I struggle to calm myself, I realise it’s futile to try
I cry and cry, I scream, I shout
But nobody hears me,
I’ve gained nothing but i fear everything
I realise no matter how much I scream no one can hear
The mask has returned covering my misery
With a pasted on fake smile.
Outside I look happy and content
Inside I’m falling apart and dying
You can’t tell can you?
You can’t see? Can’t hear my screams for help?
Even when you look in my eyes, because they are blank
Someone help me before it’s too late!!!